2024-08-30
im so pathetic, i said to myself. even tho i know im not really that pathetic, i just cant help to utter that word to myself - to make me sad. i dont know why really, i think i just want to be sad. thats all. but the environment is not helping at all, i cant be sad here, i cant let out my tears here, i just cant, when im here, suddenly im back to the young me who always hold back his emotion from overflowing.
but its okay, i want to tell you that its okay to feel this way, it will pass. remember - time will heal. you will read this in the future and realize that things will be okay - that you’re not pathethic.